just when you think you can relax

sometimes I feel so so stupid ... not sure where to start as i thought i had entered a new chapter already then .... suddenly its all over ..i think ... since my wife moving out i met a woman ... she seemed so perfect ... I guess that should have been a clue . There is so much happening that is so important ,,... to me that is ... I feel I have jumped a whole section of my life and i will go back to it as it is a very important time where I lost a good friend and a wonderful Brother
... after my marriage broke down a quiet but exciting period started. I became so close to a friend .. seemed God sent .. I was the happiest I have ever been in my whole life !She was an absolute rock ... she listened , she advised, she was always a shoulder to cry on. She introduced me to her friends , she introduced me to God ... now thats what I call a friend !