end of a year and what a year !

Ok where shall I begin .. its been quite a roller coaster of a ride I have been up and down like a yo yo and I am sure the ride is nowhere near over yet. I guess no one knows me so maybe i should give a little background to who I (think) I am . I have had a very steady life over the past 20 or so years ( maybe too steady ) Married at 28 1st child 9 months later .... the next followed a couple of years later... then 18 years in the same job, nice house ( part of the job) , salary ok but could always be better . Worked far too many hours possibly, but also enjoyed if not passionate about my work. Maybe that was a downfall ? Maybe thats where things went wrong ...who knows . Not sure my wife was ever really suited to the life style ... she liked more of a city life and parties mixing with high flyers and rich guys ...I wonder what she saw in me ( apart from my natural good looks and magnetic personality of course) I think I have to write this over a long period and maybe it will become more of a diary as time goes by ... if thats what bloggs really are ?

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